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  Playing with Fire

  Connor is in love with his girlfriend Leigh and wants to marry her but he fears her desire for another might make her cheat. So, he makes her fantasy come true, but he’s shocked when Leigh asks to see Kalyani, the other woman, again. Connor knows allowing another dominant into their lives is dangerous, but he agrees, thinking Leigh will quickly get past her infatuation with Kal. Yet watching the two women come together is an explosion that blows Connor away, and he realizes the thing he fears is about to come into being. Leigh wants a future with Connor and Kal but when Connor forces her to choose, she leaves him for Kal only to find out she’s carrying his child. Leigh contacts Connor at Kal’s urging in spite of her fears. Connor must make a choice. Open his heart to a new kind of love or lose his woman and child forever.

  Note: This book contains forced seduction.

  Genre: BDSM, Contemporary, Ménage a Trois/Quatre

  Length: 30,679 words

  PLAYING WITH FIRE

  Serenity Snow

  MENAGE AND MORE

  Siren Publishing, Inc.

  www.SirenPublishing.com

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  PLAYING WITH FIRE

  Copyright © 2015 by Serenity Snow

  E-book ISBN: 978-1-63258-927-9

  First E-book Publication: February 2015

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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  About the Author

  PLAYING WITH FIRE

  SERENITY SNOW

  Copyright © 2015

  Prologue

  Connor McFadden stared at the pretty journal lying on the comforter of the king-sized bed he shared with his girlfriend. She had written in it for the last few hours, and it seemed to be fast becoming her confidant, whereas that role had been his over the last four years. It hurt him that she didn’t trust him enough to tell him what was bothering her lately.

  He bent and picked the book up, noticing the imprint of her head on the pillow where she had lain only fifteen minutes ago napping. He wasn’t the most communicative man, but to his credit he had asked twice in the last three weeks what was wrong. He assumed it was because she wanted him to propose, and he was going to. He had the ring and all he needed was the right moment.

  Connor opened it and thumbed through it, finding the journal had been started six months ago. He read a few entries that brought a frown to his face before he skipped to the date she’d began to change three weeks ago.

  Connor took me to the club last night and I saw her there. She is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. She was wearing black leather pants again with a red-and-black corset top that showed off her muscles. They were feminine yet tight and she was playing with that blond man again.

  I get so wet just watching her do a scene and I can’t help fantasizing that she’s doing one with me. I’d love to have her hands all over my body, her fingers fucking me until I scream. One of these days I’ll do more than slip away from Connor and watch. I’ll ask Kalyani to play with me.

  Connor was shocked and read the lines again. He’d allowed men to do scenes with her at the club, but she’d never been as hungry to do one with anyone as she seemed to be with Kalyani.

  He read a few more entries and found the fantasy wasn’t an isolated incident.

  Tonight Connor and I went to his friend Vinessa’s for dinner and Kalyani was there. I was so pleased when I was placed next to her at the table. She kept brushing my leg with hers and I kept getting wetter and wetter until I had to go to the bathroom to clean up. Kalyani knocked on the door just after I’d finished and when I opened it, she stepped inside. She told me she liked my dress and if I was her woman she’d be fucking me in the bathroom. I wanted to beg her to touch me, to fuck me, but I was afraid Connor might walk in on us.

  I don’t know why she makes me so hot and wet when I have Connor. He is perfect.

  * * * *

  Two weeks later, Connor toyed with his longneck beer bottle as he listened to his friends chat quietly. The conversation around their table at Mask, the sports bar they frequented, was a little rowdy as men and women enjoyed their evening and watched the game on the big screen TV.

  His mind was only half on what his friends were saying, but lately his thoughts had been preoccupied with the entries in his girlfriend’s journal. She wanted someone else. She wanted another woman, and it was starting to eat at him that he wasn’t enough for her anymore. He understood her attraction to the beautiful Kalyani because he was attracted to her himself. However, his woman, the woman he loved, seemed to crave
Kalyani as much as she’d once craved him.

  “So, what’s got you all pensive tonight?” Vinessa Singer asked, nudging him with her elbow.

  He threw her a faint smile. The three of them had grown up together in a middle-class neighborhood with parents who belonged to a swinger’s group. They often joked that at least two of them were actually half-siblings even though there was no proof. He and Vin got along so well, he wondered if she was the sister he never wanted.

  She had blue eyes like his father and the golden skin that was a recessive trait in her family of mixed breeds. Next to her was brown-eyed Danica, who watched him expectantly.

  He sighed. “Nothing.”

  “Don’t lie,” Vinessa said and nudged him again. “What’s up?”

  “Yeah, man, we know something’s eating at you,” Danica Moss said.

  He threw the tanned beauty a look. “It’s Leigh,” he admitted. “I’m thinking about asking her to marry me, but there are secrets between us that I think will later destroy our marriage.” He knew it was time he faced up to those issues they both had if they were ever going to have a fulfilling life together.

  “What secrets?” Danica demanded with a frown. “I thought you two were living the American romantic dream. You have everything anyone could ask for, including trust and fidelity.”

  He sighed and toyed with the label on the bottle. “I think she likes girls.”

  “How can you tell?” Danica asked carefully.

  “She said once that one of her fantasies was to be with another woman,” he told them. “So even if she said yes, she’d probably cheat on me.”

  “You know the simple answer to that—if you’re man enough to admit you want to do it too—is hook up with another woman,” Vinessa said. “One night.”

  “My manhood isn’t on trial, dude,” he muttered. “I’m man enough to admit I’d love to see another woman dominating her, fucking her.” But it was purely for the male pleasure of seeing two women going at it.

  “Then, stop dicking around and go out there and do it,” Vinessa ordered.

  “The problem I have is finding someone I know and trust who’s willing to do this for me,” Connor said. He hadn’t figured out how to broach the subject with Leigh, let alone how to ask Kalyani to spend one night with him and Leigh. And it had to be with them both because there was no way he was allowing his girlfriend to fuck another woman without him around. Especially not one she was obviously so into.

  “Not a problem,” Vinessa said airily.

  “Vin that is so a disaster waiting to happen,” Danica said, her voice taut with warning. “I’ve seen the way he looks at her ass. He so wants into it like a hot dog wants a bun.”

  “Exactly why she’s perfect,” Vinessa exclaimed with a little knowing smile. “Besides that, I’ve seen her checking Leigh out, and Leigh would so do it with her.”

  “Kalyani?” Connor asked. Vinessa’s friend Kalyani was a gorgeous half-East Indian with glossy black hair and dark chocolate eyes that seemed to pour over him. And she had no idea how right she was, but then again she probably did.

  On so many levels, Kal was so much a disaster waiting to happen if he asked her to do this. He wanted to preserve his relationship, and opening the door to Kalyani might just destroy it.

  “You’ve seen her playing at Fantasy Club, so you know she has a great style,” Vinessa said. “She’d treat Leigh right.”

  Obviously Leigh loved her style and was eager to be her sub. So, no way was on the tip of his tongue, yet he heard himself saying, “She could work, but she might not be interested?”

  “Only one way to find out.” Vinessa got to her feet. “Come on, Connor.”

  “What? She’s here?” He was suddenly a little nervous about doing this. He was attracted to Kal, but he didn’t have to have her. He was a man. He looked at women and loved doing it. He even had a few fantasies, but nothing that would put his relationship in danger. He loved Leigh and wanted to spend the rest of his life with her.

  “She just came in.”

  Connor gave Danica a brief look, and she shrugged. He didn’t need her approval. He just kind of wanted her to stop him since his usual voice of reason wasn’t going to. When Danica didn’t say a word—correction. When she didn’t save him from himself, Connor went after Vinessa.

  She was the one person he shouldn’t be listening to. She’d fucked over more than one woman’s heart, and he expected her to do it again any minute. She was a strong and dominant woman that played harder than some men he knew.

  Connor admitted he loved to play as much as she did, but he had a woman in his life that was important to him now, and he didn’t want to throw that away.

  “Hey, Connor.” Vinessa took his arm and led him to the stairs and up to the very empty wood loft that looked down on the patrons below. The loft provided a more private conversation area with a view of one of the big screen TVs.

  “What? Changed your mind?” he teased. He half hoped she was going to tell him she’d just been joking.

  “No.” Vinessa shook her head. “Listen, I like Leigh, and I don’t want to see her get hurt. So, make sure she wants this before you go ahead with it.”

  Connor gave her a startled look. She always read him like a book. “Vin—”

  “I know you’re into Kal, and she’s into you,” she broke in quietly. “I know there’s a danger in the two of you giving Leigh her fantasy, but I suggested her because I think you’re right. Leigh might cheat on you, and you might very well cheat on her with Kal. So, this way you both get what you need and find out if you’re really ready to take that final step.”

  He looked down to see Kal looking up at them. Kalyani was temptation incarnate, but he’d managed to stay away from her because he did love Leigh. However, Vin was right. The right moment, and he and Kal could cross that line, but it wasn’t a sure thing.

  He did think it was a sure thing that Leigh would cheat on him with the object of her fantasies in a moment of weakness. So, the best thing to do was for him to show her that he was the man for her, and Kal was a woman who could never compare to him.

  He crooked a finger at her, and Kal spread her arms wide in a what do you wanna do? gesture that made him smile. He pointed at her, and she laughed silently. He flicked a thumb at the stairs, and she gave him a nod. He watched her move with a sort of animal grace that had his dick twitching in appreciation of her very feminine form.

  “She likes to dominate Connor, and she’ll take over whether you let her or not,” Vinessa warned quietly.

  She was going to give way to him, but he didn’t care how hard she dominated Leigh.

  “Leigh’s a submissive, so there’s no problem,” he answered.

  “Connor you’re not understanding me,” she said. “Kal likes to dominate men, too, so don’t think you’re going to make her heel.”

  Connor met her gaze, feeling transparent, but before he could speak, footsteps on the landing jerked his gaze away from her to the beautiful woman in front of him.

  “Hi, guys,” Kalyani Singleton greeted them with a smile. “I was hoping I didn’t have to drink alone tonight.”

  “When have you ever?” Vinessa asked with a teasing smile and Kalyani chuckled as her gaze went to Connor.

  “So, what’s up?” she asked, and her gaze went back to Vinessa’s.

  “Connor wants to treat Leigh to a fantasy of being with another woman,” Vinessa said.

  Connor watched her face carefully and saw that spark of interest he wanted to see. “Just one night.”

  “What does Leigh think?” she asked carefully.

  “She’s the reason I’m doing this,” Connor admitted. Partially the reason. “She wants to see what it’d be like to be with another woman.”

  “And you’re man enough to indulge her? How sweet,” she said in a sarcastic tone. “Why?”

  “Yes or no,” he said softly.

  “Why me?” she demanded, a challenge in her dark stare.

  “Bec
ause we both know you,” he answered, deciding not to bring up Leigh’s lust for her.

  “I have to get home,” Vinessa said. “See you two later.”

  Connor waited until she was gone to say, “I’m not going to lie. I want you, but I’m in love with Leigh. If she says no, I won’t push it.”

  “I’m glad you care about her enough to consider her feelings above yours,” Kal answered. “If she consents, what would you have in mind?”

  “One night of whatever she wants.”

  “I’m not going to be a co-submissive,” Kal informed him evenly. “I don’t do that. I’ll want to dominate her and you.”

  Connor took a step closer to her brushing his fingers over her bare arm. “Whatever you want to do to Leigh is negotiable, but I top you. That’s non-negotiable.” It had to be that way. He didn’t allow anyone, especially a woman, to dominate him.

  Kal walked over to the wall and leaned against it, putting her out of sight of the patrons, and he followed. “I like certain things, Connor, and like you I have my hard limits, too.”

  “Which are?”

  “I don’t bottom, but I’ll let you fuck me,” she told him.

  He nodded. “Good, ’cause I plan to,” he told her softly.

  “Call me with details,” she said and gave him her number. “I think I’ll go have a drink with Danica.”

  Chapter One

  Leigh Murrow sat next to her boyfriend of four years, barely containing her curiosity as Connor drove them to their destination. They had decided to spice up their romantic life a few weeks ago and Connor had told her he wanted to go first. So, she’d allowed him to plan their evening, but he hadn’t given her any clues as to what to expect. He’d merely said he wanted her to wear the cute little black dress that skimmed her body.